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ladyc86
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Name: Clarizcel
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Antioch
Birthday: 9/18/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: i love: dancing, dancers, bunnies, turtles, puppies, anything disney or 'little mermaid', sweets, music, the piano, the guitar, and anyone who plays those instruments, and kaba modern =)
Expertise: never lookin back, or too far in front of me. the present is a gift. and i just wanna BE.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ladyc674
Member Since:
11/7/2004
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| it feels like my life has just been full of waiting... and more waiting...
waiting to be done with school...
waiting for a job...
waiting to push in dance...
waiting to feel more than average... because even tho i am, i know somewhere in there.. im so much more than that
waiting for someone to know my worth...
waiting for myself to know my own worth.
waiting to stop living in fear.
waiting to feel real happiness...
theres a fine line between letting life takes its course, and taking it into your own hands.
when is it considered patience.. and when is it letting your life slip away from you??
well i've been trying the patience thing... and im getting pretty impatient. | | |
| theres too much i fear.
so my heart just isnt in it.
the worth just doesnt seem to surpass its risk.
i want more than wat it is. | | |
| you the see the piano. its being lowered down safely towards you by ropes. and all seems like its going to be fine. but really, you know those ropes are going to break sooner or later and come crashing down on you again. yet, you can't seem to move out of the way. cuz really you hope, that you're wrong. | | |
| this past week has been filled with more than i could possibly explain on here. the biggest week of my life thus far.
what i know it brought... were lessons, adventures, reflections, reality checks and insanity brinks. back and forth i feel like i lived and experienced one extreme end of life to the other with everything you could possibly imagine in between.
it seems that alot of not-so-great things have been happening to some of the most amazing people i know and love... so for those of you who understand, and have gone through the same and even worse... i read these words today and it helped me be at peace with myself in all of this craziness.
"for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. but there was always some obstacle in the way. something to be gotten through first. some unfinished business. time still to be served. a debt to be paid. at last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. this perspective has helped me to see. there is no way to happiness. happiness is the way. so treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one. happiness is a journey, not a destination."
a quick thank you for the wonderful people in my life who have helped me and been there for me in ways i can't even repay. i love you.
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| "with friendship, it doesn't matter how long you've known each other, or how many fights you've gotten into. What matters is who said "I'll be here for you" and proved it."
if i say anything else il get sappy and annoying.
funny thing is, there isn't even much to say.
cuz its already known.
and its always been there.
and will be there til we're old and grey and still freaking people out with our public display of lesbian sex.
happy birthday bunbun. =D
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